I don’t know exactly where this came from but I remember being told that if I tell somebody about my dream, I will sort of jinx it. So it’s like, if you have a bad dream, it’s better to let a soul knows about it so it won’t happen. The same goes with plans and what might happen in the future so I am going to tell you something in the hope that it won’t happen.
Of course, nothing is fixed yet. This will just happen if all the ifs happen first so it is not really concrete yet. But anyway, the thought that we might be moving to Munich, Germany is something I just can’t smile about now. First, I like it here. I am already adjusted to the life here. Second, we just bought our place last year and with all the hard work we put into this place, it’ll be a shame to leave it now. Lastly and the most important one, we are going to have a baby and I just don’t like all the hassles of moving to another city with a baby. I think that’s a lot of adjustment for the family. Also, I’ve been to Munich. It’s a place to see of course but right now, I just can’t imagine living there.
It’s really crazy how often we moved from one place to another in the last four years. At the beginning it was fun but I now reached a point where it’s all too tiring for me. I can’t do this over and over again.
BUT in the case of my husband’s job, this kind of move means a lot to our finances so it can’t be that bad. It’s actually good. I am just getting all sentimental and panicky. Maybe it’s with the pregnancy. Maybe I just really like it here. *Sign, why can’t we just stay here and just get the money we would get if we would move to another city?
