baby first, vanity later

Being a new mom, there are just some things I like doing that I put aside to accommodate our child. Some of these things I promised to pick up again—like blogging and web designing—and this is what I am trying to do right now. Other things like painting my nails, putting on make-up, playing guitar, reading books, and shopping for myself will have to wait a little bit.

Even before being a mom, I was never that vain. I don’t feel the need to put on make up every time I leave the house. I just do it whenever I feel like but right now, even if I feel like putting on make up, I just can’t do it anymore. Painting my nails is something I do during warm seasons because it’s when I use sandals and open-toed shoes, but that, too, is something I can’t squeeze in my hectic schedule. Whenever I go out to shop, it’s either I am shopping something for my baby or I am buying some things we need at home.

I have to admit that taking care of myself really took the back seat the moment our baby came. I still shower everyday of course—hygiene is something I still exercise and will continue to do so. All I am talking about is doing something extra for myself—my vanity (what little I have of it), my hobbies, and other things that makes me feel happy or good. Even wearing jewelries and accessories is something I hesitate to do because I don’t like my baby getting in tangled with anything I have on me.

Speaking of that, the only accessory I wear now is a pair of eyeglasses and it’s because I have to–if I don’t, I’ll end up bumping into everything. And there were already several occasions where my baby was able to accidentally pull my glasses off my face. This prompt me to think that I need to get some eyeglasses that have glasses frames that are a bit more sturdy because all the glasses I have now are more like fashion prescription glasses. I need ones that are for heavy duty.

months of madness

I haven’t discussed it here yet but few who follow all my blogs know already that I am pregnant. I am going to be a mother soon! I am very excited! But although I am very excited about being a mother, there were times I wished I could skip pregnancy particularly during the first four months because they’ve been really difficult for me.

I am not just talking about morning sickness because there are other things too. Frequently getting sick during the first few months of pregnancy was hell! I didn’t have plenty of choices when it comes to medicine because of the fact that I am pregnant and most of the medicines out there are simply not safe for pregnant women. So the simple colds, flu, and coughing which are supposedly easy to treat with over-the-counter medicines, stayed longer on me because I have to be extra careful of what medicine to take.

Not only that, the weird shift of my weight was also alarming. There was a time when I lost a couple of kilos because I just can’t hold food in my stomach long enough for me to finish what’s on my plate. I thank goodness that I am over the morning sickness part but I am now alarmed of the rapid increase of my weight.

Hormones also get tricky during this time. They don’t just affect my mood but my skin as well. At 29, I am getting some pimples and skin breakouts! I probably got one or two pimples when I was a teenager but that was all. I never had so many pimples in my life before now. I am not vain at all but for someone who always had a smooth skin, I sometimes think of doing something about my pimples however; there is not one skin product that treats pimples and acne I trust. There were actually a lot of accutane lawsuits filed because accutane—which is a drug supposedly against acne is proven to cause a lot of extremely negative side effects including miscarriage. So, no thanks. I think I can live with the pimples I have now. I know that I will get past this without me doing anything about it.